strange

I had a dream about an ex-girlfriend, the first time ever. I don't know how to feel about this. I'm not one for "seeing signs" and all that so I'm not looking into it. But I find it unnerving. thoughts?


so there is no news about the arm/hand leg etc. an no news is not really good news.

out.

it's been so long

sometimes i forget about this thing.

so i have been a little busy. since the last post we opened and closed two shows an we are about to open another. Work has been alright considering. I still have trouble climbing ladders but that's not new. Other than that I'm doing well. I have ditched the cane for good. The arm and hand are still a little slow in their recovery, but that's to be expected. Typing is really hard, typing the "proper" way that is. ?Nothing to do about that except practice.

more to come when im not working 6 days a week 12 hours a day...

update: life

so last week I went into the hospital. Long story short I had something growing in my brain that shouldn't and that caused me to loose control of the fine and gross motor skills of the left side of my body. SO I was in Yale-New Haven for two and a half days while I did more tests than one should be subjected to in a short amount of time. I was released after it was determined that there wasn't anything for them to do.

Then I went back to work less than 24-hours after being released. Remember, only one side of my body that wasn't working well. It wasn't completely immobile, just some fine motor skills. and i walk with a limp and a cane.

I'm the only one not freaking out.

moving on...

i was out for thanksgiving. so went into NYC as per usual, which was nice. nothing terribly interesting to report there.

The first snow orf the season happened Sat night/Sun morning. which turned to rain, so it all vanished. it wasn't more than half an inch, but still.

that's all i got right now.

oh yea, our big "holiday" show is about to open.

now that's all

the on going battle, you know, that thing called life? yea that

so i've been busy.

I am now a slave to regional theatre, which is fine because I like it. Being low man on the totem pole isn't so bad.

I work 6 days a week and well, thats about my life right now.

recently broke up with the girlfriend because "the distance is killing me, it's killing you" to quote a certain band. I'm going to do the single thing for a while, no need to try to rush into something else.

Not a whole lot else interesting right now other than my current show is staring Brian Dennehy. Who is hysterical backstage. Quite the cranky old man. But all is well with the show.

I did just take a trip up to Keene, NH to visit the Alma Mater, it was good to see some old familiar faces and catch up a little. Made me miss Keene a little, not the school so much as the town and the people in it.

life. moves. on.

Thank you CC company

This is a shout out to my bank which just upped my credit limit on one of my credit cards to $6900. Because you know, i really need all of that credit...now what useless thing can i go buy....

I: Instalment #2

I love to tease with kisses on the neck
I melt when my ear is nibbled
I am a personal and transportable furnace
I know how to make people laugh
I know how to console
I hate being consoled, I think
I really love music
I am a dork and I love being a dork
I personally think dorks are the coolest
I think I am pretty cool
I am unique
I am an individual
I am told I am one of a kind, in more than the typical sense
I am told I am a great guy
I know how to treat women they way the should be treated
I know how to treat people
I love to argue, politely
I read the newspaper
I am stubborn and sarcastic
I will repeat myself
I despised most people in my high school
I could care less about reunions unless it’s with people I care about
I separate work from play, and working play from playing work
I am very independent, I pay bills, and I buy my own everything
I think far too much
I see into things well, like walls, and people
I wear boxers AND boxer briefs
I am nice but not a push over
I think world poverty is our own fault and we do not do enough to fix it
“I’d rather be…” bumper stickers are not as funny as the should be
I hate jesus bumper stickers
I do not like the fact Word wants to capitalize jesus, even though it is a name, like bob, but it won’t capitalize bob because it’s also a word. Sally…..but I will capitalize sally…but not that time…according to dictionary.com sally means:

1. To rush out or leap forth suddenly.
2. To issue suddenly from a defensive or besieged position to attack an enemy.
3. To set out on a trip or excursion: sallied forth to see the world.
I sallied away from the stove when it caught on fire and let bob take care of it
I think people calling water fountains “bubblers” is ridiculous
I hate the fact I use the word wicked
I dislike rap/hip-hop
I sing along to my music
I love my music
I have not yet used the word wicked to describe something in this list yet

waiting for life

the new job starts on Monday, and I could not be more excited. The shtick I have been doing is getting to be old hat. The new job will bring the opportunity to work with some great people in my field, which has made a few friends jealous which is always a fun thing to be able to do. Also IT'S A REAL JOB IN MY FIELD! TAKE THAT DAD!

sorry. he just always doubted me so now i get to throw it in his face.

ha. ha. ha.

While the job will be somewhat monotonous it will be a steady pay check. which is what i need right now. start saving up so i can get the fuck out of this town. like now. i don't care where I go, well, I do, but it needs to not be this small town. there are some places I can think of. Sadly that wont be for quite sometime. The job contract goes till June, so I have some time to plan life out.